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Mar. 25th, 2019 01:19 pmI've been finding that my urge to burn the world is returning.
I mean.. .sure.. not the best of sentiments all things considered...
But it is familiar. And it has been lost. I think I found a place where I gave up thinking that way for the fact that the world has already been on fire for a while now, and I was resigned to watching other people burn it, and sit in despair for the pointlessness of it all.
It feels good to have a little more of my feet under me though. Burning, as it were.
The plan is to work towards better sentiments. And I'm happy that I'm finding a little air to breathe. It feels good to want to take back the reins and guide myself towards more purposeful ends.
I can definitely do better than burning. At least for the world at large. I'll reserve the fire for more specific and focused targets.
Change is afoot. :-)
I mean.. .sure.. not the best of sentiments all things considered...
But it is familiar. And it has been lost. I think I found a place where I gave up thinking that way for the fact that the world has already been on fire for a while now, and I was resigned to watching other people burn it, and sit in despair for the pointlessness of it all.
It feels good to have a little more of my feet under me though. Burning, as it were.
The plan is to work towards better sentiments. And I'm happy that I'm finding a little air to breathe. It feels good to want to take back the reins and guide myself towards more purposeful ends.
I can definitely do better than burning. At least for the world at large. I'll reserve the fire for more specific and focused targets.
Change is afoot. :-)