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[glitch25]

Slowly but surely.

Change is a thing. And getting over change is also a thing.

Think there is progress. Think some changes haven't settled out yet. So no progress.

Also realizing that as much as I love to power through on my own, I'm doing myself a disservice, so help will be coming, since I'm to the point of asking for it. It feels weird. Not even in the "I feel like a failure" perspective... but rather that the stakes are finally high enough that I can't just ignore the fact that I'm not making progress.

So we'll see. More help means more change, in one form or another. More to work through. More to transcend. I'm giving up on the idea that I've ever really had good control over things. And now less about letting the sea take me, and more about being open to more options. Being less concerned about deviations. And more grateful for what does go well. Less standing on expectation and more accepting of life's challenges as a good thing.

Slowly but surely....

Comments

[mlerules]

Best wishes...

[jela]

Accepting help can be tough. But also rewardind in more than one way.
May it be good!

[little_cinnamon]

I am also not a natural asker-of-help. I am doing it right now and, perhaps counter-intuitively, that feels like a triumph in itself. Here's to asking, and to progress, and to the right sort of changes.