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 So lessee.  Activities that are contributing to happiness, pleasure, and accomplishment.

I've fallen down the rabbit hole of microprocessor based electronics.  It started when I decided to take a Wifi smart plug and jailbreak it from its original firmware that phoned home to China.  In doing so, I gained the ability to control it locally, and now I don't have to worry about what it is telling the world about me and my switch habits.  To do that for some of the switches I had was relatively simple through an over-the-air process.  But some of the newer models had firmware that deliberately interfered with this.  So that meant breaking out the soldering iron and opening up the plugs and getting access to the microprocessor that lives inside.  It turns out that most of those wifi smart plugs use a similar base microprocessor chip, and if you have physical access to the chip itself, you can plug it into a computer and reprogram it.  So with the help of Google, I worked through that process and was able to jailbreak these as well.  But in the process of finding out that there is a common base electronics chip, I learned that the chip is relatively inexpensive, and unto itself can do a whole lot with the proper firmware. 

So I bought my first set up breakout-boards with the chip (those are little circuit boards with the chip included that make it easier to access the pins and make it easier to program).  These chips support coding and also have a variety of input and output capabilities, and there are some established pre-built firmware that makes it really easy to do things with it, including handling LED strips.  In this case, I went with RGB LED strips (color changing), and my first project was to use a firmware called WLED as a base for what became a WiFi connected busy light for outside the office to help the rest of the household know when we were on phone calls and for us not to be disturbed.  WLED was a little bit overkill for it, but because of the ease and flexibility, it worked out really well.

I ended up getting lengths of what essentially are RGB Christmas lights, and using another chip, was able to create Wifi enabled color changing lights with custom patterns.  I had been using pre-designated LED Christmas lights before, but it meant having several strips for different purposes.  With the RGB LEDs, I could have one set and make them doing multiple things.

Both of these projects integrated into my existing home automation software called OpenHab and enabled me to control the lights from my phone or any other device inside the house.  I still say there is something to be said for being able to climb into bed and shut off all the lights while tucked in.

Moving on, I picked up some capacitance moisture sensors and built out a plant watering sensor that lets me know when it's time to water the plants.  That was less of a need and more of a "because I can" project, but it was fun working it out.

The latest project using the same chips will be to integrate a temperature sensor along with a transmitting IR LED to turn on the portable AC when the temperature reaches a pre-set temperature. 

There are so very many different things you can do with these.  There are some modules that support cameras or relays to turn things on and off. Or to attach to various kinds of sensors that either can just report the data, or can be programmed to do other things as that data changes.  

Totally deep rabbit hole.  So far I haven't gone too far off the path on what they can do, but my mind spins pretty regularly on ideas.  It has definitely gotten me back into the tinkering and I'm looking forward to future stuff.



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 I keep coming around to peek at what other people are posting, but I just never seem to have the motivation to post myself.  Not entirely sure why.  Not for lack of things to say.  Maybe just not up for the mental processing or re-processing of things.  

Since before the pandemic, my general motivation and energy towards doing more than the minimums to make it through my days and weeks has been slim.  I think it started from a job loss to a great, but energy consuming show that I was in, while simultaneously moving and landing a new job.  Generally recovery from the shows I was doing take months.  And this time around, I wasn't in the black with regards to energy as it was.  No fault there.  Just interesting timing.  Show was great, and I'm glad I got to participate.  But it ultimately meant that I was on a bit of forced auto-pilot for almost a year after.  The new job came with challenges.. the least of which was a long commute after the move.  And the move also came with challenges including big changes in space and space functionality and even just with trying to cope with being in a new area.  I hadn't lived in Seattle before, and it has taken getting used to compared to the suburban neighborhoods I lived in on the East side.

Lots of good things came with all of this.  The job and the living arrangements have allowed me to pay off bills and work on my savings.  Being in Seattle has giving me easier access to a lot of things.  And I've learned, much to my chagrin, that I do appreciate living with people and that having a familial unit is a good thing for a lot of reasons.  

Right as I was finally starting to get my head above water with things, the pandemic hit.  Working for a hospital, I have never been more intimately aware of people in my space and the anxiety and frustration of having to turn a lot of my life upside down to accommodate safety and sanity.  There have been new habits that are going to take a long time to break.  And I also discovered by my own self-isolation that my need for human contact is even much less than I once thought.  I don't know if that is a good thing.  But it is something I discovered in this process.

There have a been a lot of coping strategies.  Some reasonable and some maybe not as much.  No long term damage from the coping.  Jury still out on the cause for the need to cope.  

Ultimately, it doesn't feel like we're really over yet.  We've been depending on the vaccine to let us lower the restrictions a little bit and enjoy the company of good friends and family.  I think for me, the sentiment is that I've done a lot of what I can, and I cannot control the behavior of those around me.  And as much as I'd like to trust people, it isn't very realistic.  So I depend on the vaccine for the fact that when one of us does get infected, that we'll be better able to weather the results.  That said, we're still careful and mindful as best we can be.  

Some 4 years ago, I remember professing that as we saw more of the emboldened being visible at the leadership of a man who craved their attention, that it was good that they were making themselves more visible for the sake that it was easier to deal with them if we could see them.  I don't know that I was necessarily wrong in that, but I'm truly tired.  My thoughts towards them lean less towards the thoughts I should have with the privilege of living in a society. I try not to feel too guilty about that.  But it does mean I spend more time being angry than finding ways to assist or enact change.  More to unwind later, I suspect.

Anyways.  These are the things I find that pull at me as I make my way through my days.  Part of my goals this year have been to find things that bring some measure of happiness or pleasure or feeling of accomplishment (and yay for all 3 if I can manage it) to strive towards.  Both for my mental health and for my ability to keep moving forward and facing the things we must continue to face.  I've had mixed success, but it has been a useful process and the good things are outweighing most days.

More to come soon. I should note down some of those things I've been doing that have been bringing happiness, pleasure, and accomplishment!

Hope you all are doing ok.  It's ok if you aren't.  Life is rough lately, and it may stay that way for a while. You are not alone.  Just know that I think about you and that it is not only good that you stay, but that you are wanted and needed.  



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I've reached that age where weather changes really jack up my joints.  Welcome to the age of being a human barometer.  

This week, I decided to tackle a pile in the corner in the basement.  This is a pile of boxes that have not been properly unpacked since the move some 3 years ago.  A lot of the stuff is things that need storage, but were packed in haste and are completely unsorted.  I have, since we moved in, been chipping away at those boxes, but progress is slow.  But in three years, many of the boxes had been whittled down to half full or less.. So this week I decided that I needed to at least consolidate the space.  I'm not entirely done, but I've already pulled out about 5 empty boxes that I've consolidated down, and may yet have one or two more.  The reconfiguration will allow me to make the stack smaller and pull out some shelving that has been otherwise tied up that we've discovered we need.  It will also free up space in the corner and surrounding area that will allow that part of the room to get closer to resembling what we once had in mind.

Another piece that sits in that corner is a shelf that holds our network router and switches.  I had purchased a wall mounted shelf, and have slowly been migrating up the equipment as well.

That reminds me... since we've been working at home, our internet usage has been mighty and impressive.  We're blowing the doors off the Comcast usage cap.  For some reason, we fell into a black hole about the time we moved in, and they never were able to calculate our usage, so on the bill, it showed up as zero.  I never really questioned it because I knew about the cap, and if they weren't counting, I wasn't complaining.  But sometime in November, they finally, after 3 years, started counting, and we got the warning on the first full month.  I realized I didn't have a great way of tracking what that usage was with my Edgerouter Lite so it was hard to confirm or deny the figures coming from Comcast, so I sprung for a UniFi USG which had a lot better deep packet inspection.  And boy.  This thing has all the stats.  We do a lot of streaming in this house.  It makes a lot of sense.  But given that this was the bulk of the usage, I didn't really feel like I wanted to curb that given all things, so I opted for the unlimited upgrade to our account.  I've read a lot of grumbles about the usage cap, and there are lawsuits pending.  It will be interesting to see what happens when the dust settles.

Still more to do on all fronts, but progress is steady.
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Time is still a fuzzy thing, and it's amazing how weird it feels.

I was just remembering that we had "recently" seen Chick Corea, which was relevant since he died last week (on my birthday no less), but recent was November of 2019.  Oddly it does feel like it was just about 3-5ish months ago.  But that's because 2020 was March.  It is a little disturbing how disjointed the time-sense has gotten with regards to the year that wasn't.  

So maybe it hasn't been all that long since I posted.  It was yesterday, right? :-)

The holidays were good as things go.  We planned exceptionally well with timing for dinner and had a much better time of it than previous years.  In general the holidays were mellow and nice.  Some things were notably absent.  Christmas light walks.  The Argosy boat rides.  Hanging out with people outside the bubble.  I tried to get out a few holiday cards, but I discovered quickly that it is hard when it isn't something you usually do, and also when you want to say, "hey!  I want to reach out to you and tell you I care about you, and I'm sorry this year has been so bad. I hope you are surviving.".  It feels weird and is a little soul crushing.  

the year continues apace.  I didn't manage to get the garden bulbs in over the Fall, so it means they'll all be late.  Not the best, but kinda is what it is.  Once we defrost a little more, I'll see about getting them in the ground and starting.  We have various "early" bulbs like tulips and daffodils as well as a few different varieties of garlic to get going this year.  I'm looking forward to all of it!

Work is work. I've watched the COVID count ebb and flow with the holidays and events.  It's amazing how realistic a predictor the usual gathering dates are for outbreaks.  Amazing and disheartening.  I'm over stupid people.

If you are going to argue with me about wearing a mask or getting the vaccine, then you would do well to go away.  I have no more patience and what I have instead are generally violent thoughts.  I know that isn't good either, but I'm kinda done with the stupid.   

I'm happy that I get to work from home often and that I'm able to keep myself mostly safe and isolated when I have to go in to do work.  Happy that I can work at all.  It's hard with folks being out of work and the government being so divided from reality.  I'm not arguing the outcome of the elections.  I'm happy sanity prevailed, but I also know that it is going to take more than 4 years.. and probably more than 8 to put us on a good path.  Honestly, it feels like we are really due for a civil war, and I kinda wish there was a way to subdivide us so that those of us wanting good things for all of us could do that job instead of also being saddled with the stupids.  
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Anyways...

I picked up Snowpiercer the series.  I'm kinda sad I missed it when it first came out.  It is very much my kind of story and I love what they are doing with it.  I'm watching Season 2 as it comes out, and enjoying it a lot. I also sprung for the first season on Bluray and also the English translation of the graphic  novel from which it is based.  Great stuff!

Otherwise, a lot of Minecraft.  I recently built out a circular tiered farm with an entire base beneath it underground.  Been fun getting the basics sorted out, and now to enlist the group to help decorate.  There are days when moving the pixels is so much more satisfying than moving things in real life.  I know it's escapism, and I do what I can to keep up enough on the curvy-world things, but I like that there is a place I can go that brings me joy when the curvy-world is bringing so much ugh.  

Maybe more soon.  And by soon I mean before 3 months have past. ;-)
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I know I had intended to post more about the self care, but some of that self care has been trying not to hold myself to rigid concerns.  :-)

I picked up a Palm Zire 72 to replace my old one.  I've started re-collecting some of my old tech, and the joy of Ebay is that someone is always giving it away as though it were junk in their drawer vs antiquated tech, so it means I get really good deals on that junk.  

I think the 72 was my last Palm device before I moved to Windows Mobile.  It had a color display, a built in camera, and a slot for an SD card, and was a pretty cool PDA to have in its day.  As it still goes today, I have a tendency to wear my tech down to the proverbial nub before I move on, and my PDAs were no different, so I was a little sad when I discovered recently that my 72 had given up the ghost.  

Collecting and relieving memories of these things brings me a good measure of joy, and I've been happy that I've been so lucky to find so much.

I've been considering reliving the ebook reading experiences of these devices and chipping through some old favorites just for the fun of it.  

I enjoy knowing that I was "that guy" who always carried a PDA.  They always served me well, and I have very fond memories.

On other fronts, we've been working a little harder to plan dinner for next week.  I decided that I don't want to be frazzled like last year and we're going to prep as much as we can ahead of time.  I'm happy for that.  Just the existing bubble of folks.  Can't fathom the people wanting to gather outside their own bubble.  This thing is getting more rampant and we really don't need people deliberately making it worse.  The counts at work are up significantly and while I know we're in a better place to tackle things logistically than we were 6 months ago, I think everybody is still a little on edge watching.  So at least for us, the plan is to keep us safe no matter what.  Hope you and yours are planning safely.

I am looking forward to decorating for Christmas.  I get a lot of joy from doing it and then seeing it through the season, and I need all the joy I can find.  I may find ways to leave more of it up for a while.  I need more reminders that things can and will be good eventually.  

How are things in your neck of the woods?

More to come.

Nov 10th.

Nov. 11th, 2020 08:04 am
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Didn't make it into the garden.  No energy.  Happens, I suppose.  Maybe today.  Maybe tomorrow. ;-)

Did get a little further in the Halo CE campaign and chilled out last night with takeout Mexican and a lovely little series on Hulu called "Staged" with David Tennant and Michael Sheen.  Highly recommend particularly if you've watched Good Omens.  If you haven't watched Good Omens, I might suggest you start there instead.  It's amazing!

Still chugging along.  Weather shifts have been hard on the body lately, but I am doing what I can to persist. :-)

More soon.

Nov 9th

Nov. 10th, 2020 10:31 am
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worked onsite half day and home the rest.  That always helps with the peace of mind.  Valley is up on COVID patients right now along with everybody else, so it always feels a little scary to be anywhere around people.  Much of the week will probably be from home, but I still have a few on-site things to do this week.  We'll see how that goes.

Evening was spent enjoying spaghetti and more Newsroom.  I'm really enjoying the re-watch.

Also had a healthy dose of Halo CE.  As usual, I'm many years behind. I used to play Halo CE on PC back when it first came out, so it's fun to play it over.  I haven't played any of the subsequent versions, so I look forward to that. 

Not sure what's on the docket for today, but I know I need to make some headway on the garden, so perhaps in the afternoon, I'll make some effort towards that.  Always good for de-stressing.
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I hadn't really planned to consolidate chunks of days, since I really wanted to post daily, but I should know me well enough.  On that end, it seems ok as long as I don't get too far behind.

on to Self Care

Friday was nice.  Good to end the work day and hope that the weekend would be quiet in my last days on call for the month.  In most cases, I was correct.  Had a couple of quick issues to work through on Sunday, but nothing difficult.

on Friday we had tacos.  I don't know that it was an intentional plan, but I took it to feel as though we were celebrating the possibilities of taco trucks on every corner.  I still remember that stupidity and I also remember strongly thinking that more taco trucks would be awesome. :-)

Music was had on Saturday afternoon.  In the yard.  In the cold.  Not without its own stressors, but it was also good too.  

More Newsroom for media. And we're all really enjoying the latest seasons of The Mandalorian and of Star Trek Discovery. 

As to gaming, I did a little Minecraft, and I also purchased the 6-game Halo pack from Xbox and am enjoying getting back into that after having played it ages ago on PC.  Something about mopping up hostile aliens relieves stress.

Didn't make much reading time.  I was battling fatigue most of the weekend, and more often than not, realizing I was dead tired too late.  Maybe this week.

Overall, not the least stressful weekend.  Now that I'm not on-call, I think this week will be less stressful.  At least I hope so.  I'll be working on things to chill out the head and heart and hopefully that will help.
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 Live stream link

https://m.facebook.com/events/2865839050380043

Hopefully we won't get rained out!
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Got my new pen inked up last night and did some scribbling.  it's taking a little bit to break it in, but I think it will be a nice pen when it settles in.  One of the ink samples I got is amazing.  It's called  Emerald Chivor by Jacques Herbin

https://www.gouletpens.com/products/jacques-herbin-1670-emerald-chivor-ink-sample

Love the color of the ink, and the shimmer is amazing!  Looking forward to doing more with that, and I suspect a full bottle will happen.

Otherwise spent a bit of time in Minecraft last night.  Nothing too exciting, but making progress on some mapping near the latest village revival.  

didn't break out the c64 mini.  

I did watch several more reviews of the Korg SV-2 Stage Piano.  This is the upgrade to the one I currently have, and given the differences, I'm extremely tempted to trade up.  In fact, I suspect it is less of an if and more of a when.  The onboard speakers will be a nice feature, and they went with a new sound engine and the Grand Piano patches are beautiful. :-)

Still have been too tired to read at my usual time.  I think I need to stop doomscrolling and invest that time in reading my book.   And while I haven't been staying up late reading, I am happy that I have mostly been sleeping ok.  Early awakes seem the way things go lately, and I'm not sure what will change or if it will change.  But we'll see.

New bed continues to be comfy and my back is slowly adjusting.

Not sure what self care will look like tonight, but I'm hopeful to get some time for it and relax.

Streaming concert tomorrow from the back yard.  Should be fun. :-)
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Musical collaboration, pizza, and later a nice cold beer with some YouTube trailers and videos.  Mixed bag on the self care, but it could have been worse. :-)

At some point I'll list out the movie trailers I liked and what I'm looking forward to watching.  Some good things coming out soon!

Looks like we'll be ready for the live stream on Saturday.  It is on Facebook I believe, and I don't do Facebook much, but I'll see if I can retrieve a link.  3pm PST

I also received my new pen and ink samples.  I didn't have time to ink up the new pen, but hopefully today.  I'm excited!

As to today, not sure yet what will hold for self care, but we'll see.  I should dig out the c64 mini and get to playing at least some of my old favorites.  


 
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Dear $deity.. could there have been enough self care for today? 

Alcohol was out because I am on call. 

I did spend the evening with both S and G also watching more Newsroom.  G made pumpkin cookies to share, and that was lovely!

I had hoped to do some reading.  I recently checked out James Corey's Leviathan Wakes which is the first book of the Expanse series.  LOVE LOVE LOVE the TV series.  G has been reading the book series and found it a nice companion to the TV series, so I thought I would add it to my KCLS wait list, and lo and behold, it came up!  Not far in yet, but so far I'm enjoying the writing style and look forward to reading more.

Bit of music tonight to test out space and equipment for the live stream on Saturday, weather permitting.  Gonna be COLD outside... might be a problem.

More to come!
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Monday was date night with S and we enjoyed a leisurely dinner and episodes of The Newsroom.  This is her first time watching, and she is understandably blown away.  I'm really enjoying the re-watch and experiencing it all again with her.

Another self care bit was to order my Lamy fountain pen and some ink samples to go with.  I have a few Chinese knock-offs, and they write fairly well, but I'm looking forward to the real thing.  Really need to get into some letter writing.  Maybe now with the extra hardware. :-) 

Nov 1st

Nov. 2nd, 2020 11:32 am
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I've been lax about posting here, but I decided I need to make effort for self-care, and making time to record it to ensure I'm taking that time for myself might inspire posts and comments and stuffs.

given all things, I suspect life is going to get interesting in the next couple days regardless of outcomes.  And that is part of why I want to make sure I'm taking care of myself and allowing myself time to do things that keep me feeling better.

Yesterday, I managed to get some organization done which always helps with my mental state.  I also played several broken up hours of Minecraft throughout the day.  That game is definitely my escape.  Always a project to do and a lot of it involves tasks that let me zone out.   So not a terrible start.

The music room equipment is still disheveled after doing the brief online stream for Ohio Valley Filk Festival with S and A, and since we're doing a socially distanced live stream this weekend with Ronnda Cadle, I'm hesitant to put everythinig back together only to pull it apart again for that.  But the plans will be to put that together after this weekend and then I'll have some music time.  Been contemplating some new learnings on keys and I'm looking forward to that.

I also picked up a full size Commodore 64 clone, and that should arrive in a week or two. I'm excited for that.  It isn't as good as the original, but it is a very worthy and acceptable substitution.  I have some games in mind that I will make some time to play.

My fall-planting bulbs arrived this week.  Lots of color for the spring and a few extras for fun.  The garden isn't quite ready for it, but weather pending, I'll be chipping away at that as well.  Always good for my head, and the general cooler weather will also be good for me.

Working against me this week will be the fact that I will be on-call, but I'm hopeful that it will be a quiet and productive week.  

Tonight, time to chill.



More to come!


Update

Oct. 26th, 2020 08:17 am
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 Time for an update?

I feel like it is almost too overwelming to sit down and write here.  Maybe it's the idea that the day to day hasn't changed much, and it feels like an "update" is just that the same things continue on.  Still alive.

So there is that, I suppose.  Still alive.  So are we all.  Managing reasonably well I think.  Not without our bouts of depression and anxiety, but all things considered, we do seem to be moving.

If the rest of things haven't changed a lot, the physical world is changing.. if just for the seasons.  We're in a cold snap these last days or so and got our first freeze of the season.  At the least, that means the garden is changing, and the prep work to winter is underway.  

We've been working on thoughts towards the coming holidays and how we plan to manage things.  I don't know that a whole lot is changing, but it does mean some distant family won't be visiting the house.  I think thoughts towards how we'll spend some of that time gives us motivation to disengage from the dumpster fire for a little bit and feel like we have some good things to look forward to.

I think since the last time I wrote, I had the pleasure of helping S get buried in the fun of fountain pens and ink.  it's a fun obsession and she's really been having fun with it.  I'm still plugging along with some handwritten journaling.  I need to break out that pen-pal list I had and get some short notes out.  Motivation!  Energy!  what are these things? :-)

My ongoing escape from the world continues to be Minecraft.  We've developed a bit of a craze of rehabilitating villages.  Not sure what it is about our seeds, but it is remarkable how horrible they are to villages in the game.  From huge sinkholes to water traps and houses spread across chasms and great heights.  It's ridiculous.  So part of the fun has been doing protection duty to fortify the area and make it villager-friendly again.  and along with that goes building out transportation systems between areas to make it easier for us to move materials or to even import and export villagers as needed.  Been learning more about the nether in this regard whch has been fun.  I think one of the next plans will be to start bulding out some monuments or some other large group project.  We had a non-monster server that we did great things in, but I think we all enjoy the challenge of working with monsters, but we haven't moved over the crazy bulding yet.  Soon, I think. :-)

Recently sprung for a Purple mattress.  I had been saving up for a good long while, and decided that even though I wasn't going to go to a showroom to test it out, that I could depend on the guarantee if I decided I really didn't like it.   So I pulled the trigger.  So far, it's been really great and not just for me, but my partners as well.  It really is a different experience, and my back hasn't yet fully adjusted, but it is getting slowly better.  My old mattress was just really not doing it, and my back was getting worse and worse.  So anything to improve it has been wonderful.  I'd definitely recommend them if you aren't bound to a super hard mattress.  The gel is really nice once you get used to it, and sleep has been better.

Work is work.  And it seems worth leaving it at that.

Not a lot more to add right now, but I'm here.  I'm reading and trying to comment occasionally. :-)

hope you all are staying safe and well.


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Been a while since I've written much, so thought I'd add a little. 

Things go.  I find that my days get blurred into feeling stressed and anxious and then finding successful ways to de-stress and wind down.  Less about days of the week and more about this cycle.  I recognize it's not healthy, and though I don't feel any long term effects, or short term problems, I know it's going to be hard to transition back once there is reason to do so.  Right now, I try to accept that this is reality, and while it would be nice that it's not, it is what it is.  

Most of my regular stress relievers are at least scratching the surface.  I find myself buried in video gaming more than I have in past.  I think that has as much to do with disconnecting as it does with feeling like there is a space in the world over which I have some measure of control.  Even if by all meaningful accounts, it isn't real.  We caught the Minecraft bug over the Fall after a trip to the MoPop's Minecraft exhibit.  I miss that place.  More on that in a bit.  But I sink a fair amount of time there.  Again, I think the fact that I have a great deal more control over it than real life adds to the appeal.  I also resurrected Skyrim and am working through a campaign there too.  I try not to worry too much about it, and at least in Minecraft, it has taken on a social aspect as well since I game with a few close friends.

One of the things I've been doing in the physical world (or the curvy world, as a friend puts it) is working on the garden.  Part of it is maintaining the work I did over the last year, and part of it is continuing to add and update the work previous.  I'm really happy with the efforts and results so far.  We have a nice bed that is doing so much better than when we found it.  We have roses that look tended..  We have some irises blooming.  Lilies are budding and coming up.  And daisies are not far behind.  The columbine we seeded this year is already blooming, and the columbine that struggled last year has come back stronger and is doing really well this year.   A few weeks ago, I discovered a blackberry "tree" that had grown in the side yard that we never look at and managed to take it down to the trunk.  More work yet to dig it out, but it felt good to knock it back.  I think one of the appeals of gardening is that my physical labor translates into very visible progress.

I've also been spending time practicing and learning more with my instruments.  Specifically the bass and keys.  I average time about every other day. . Sometimes every day.  Sometimes it's going over stuff I know and others is learning new things.  I figure any time I spend with my hands on them is time that also shows its fruits.  I don't know that I have goals so much as just continuing to get better at what I do, and learn more things to make playing and performing easier.  

Work is work.  Part of my weekly anxiety stems from having to go into work occasionally.  Recently I got really fed up with the fact that there are people who work for a hospital that don't seem on board with the whole masking thing.  It's infuriating.  I wrote a pleading email to our head MD in my department and got some encouraging feedback.  Hoping that it gets figured out.  The nature of my job requires that I go in, and it really scares me to be around people that don't seem to understand how dangerous this is.  At a hospital, no less.

We're continuing to stay healthy and chug along.  Much dismay among us each about the fact that things are opening up and the public seems at odds with caring for other people.  And by that I mean people aren't wearing masks or social distancing.  I would say I don't get it, but I do.  It's a daily reminder of what a good sized chunk of this country is all about.  And a reminder of how much there is to do to fix it.. Or to proverbially burn it down.  

Hope you all are doing well and staying safe, and keeping others safe.  We'll get there.  *hugs*


Writing!

Apr. 28th, 2020 01:50 pm
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Writing!

So I've been journaling in paper form lately. Haven't managed for it to be daily yet, but I decided that with the sense that time is passing and it's harder to keep track, I thought I'd jot down some thoughts about my day and other things that help me keep track of the passage of time.

This has given me the ability to break out my fountain pens and inks and start playing with that. I've long had a love of the nib and ink, but I'm not much for writing, so this has given me a chance to do more of that. And given my penmenship [sic] I need all the practice I can get! I'm finding that because I've gotten so far away from hand writing things, I'm having to relearn how to write in some ways. The plan is to keep at it, so it will be interesting to see my writing evolve.

Part of that evolution will also take into account learning more about writing with a fountain pen and ink! :) As you can see with this writing, I can tell that there is a difference between this sort of writing and the kind that would be more planned and presentational that might even be more calligraphy than just extemporaneous writing. Fun things to learn and play with.
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Not really in specific relation to virus-related stuff, but just as a general thing, I've been trying to push forward my reading. Reading for me sometimes requires a push. It is not a way that my brain likes to consume media, and I find that I struggle a lot with keeping momentum. Once in a while, a book will capture me and I'll suck it down as fast as I can squirrel away time to read it, and others... languish on the virtual shelf, rarely to be touched.

I'm learning to be ok with letting go of unfinished books. Sometimes I start one and think it should be great, and then I find that I'm knee deep into it and struggle to make it past another page. A part of me has always seemed to want to push me to finish it, but it conflicts with the part that summons the energy to do it. These days, when I find that those forces are strongly opposing, I just put the book down and "let it go". I've been making more effort to deliberately feel ok about cutting lose a stagnant reading prospect. On the flip side, it does mean that if I want to read, I'm still having to hunt for replacements. Sometimes that takes more spoons than I want to devote as well.

Reading seems like a good distraction to the regular day-to-day we have, so I've been consolidating and pushing around finding new materials. I cleared out my virtual shelf. I also got a temp SPL card so that I can check out ebooks. I always felt weird about using a library to read, because I read so slow, but I realized that it's mostly ok. If need be, I can reserve a book for longer, or if I find that I need something else, I can let it go and come back to it later. It took a while to get my head on straight with that one. There is this significant obligation-complex in my head that says that because I touched it, I have to finish it before I move on, and I'm working hard to break it since what I get in return is guilt and bad feelings about getting stuck instead of some sense of accomplishment for having dragged myself through it. The state of the world has me trying to be a little more choosy about where I put my emotional energy since it is running in shorter supply.

What specifically is on the plate, you might ask? I'm reading another book by Stephen Baxter (author of a lovely apocalyptic series that starts with "Flood") called "Proxima" about mankind sending explorers to a new planet found in a different system that appears to be habitable and Earth-like. This in response to the Earth-is-dying story. And how some people sent on this mission to begin to colonize a new world are not all there of their own free will. Totally up my alley, and I'm liking it so far. Also, after having a really good time with the latest movie iteration of Little Women, I decided I needed to read the book, since I hadn't. Also liking that one as well, and enjoying the way the newest movie followed it.

I'm also investigating options to scan paper books I have so that I can put them into ebook form for myself. I've NEVER been fond of paper books, and I'd rather go throuh the hassle of scanning them (for those, of course, that don't exist in an ebook format yet or ever) than sit with them and page through them. It's an odd thing, but I'm comfortable knowing it and working through it. :-) I had had a good setup in the past, and then had to format my laptop, so now I have to figure out what apps I was using. I had found some nifty open source apps that do both page photograph corrections (to adjust bend, skew, and text curve) and also to do the OCR. I even had built a test ebook that was working out really well. But now of course I have to figure it all out again. There was a rig floating around in my Facebook ads that automates a lot of that process, and it was extremely tempting. When I don't have to watch every penny I spend, I may consider it if just for the purposes of scanning documents and other old papers and certificates.

Something else I've been looking into is ebook comics. I found an app that allows me to look at regular syndicated comics, but I've also been considering looking into the big chains for digital comic books and the like. Never was much into comic books, but I really enjoy the stories that have been translated into movies, and I want to see if I can convince myself to get past my issues with the format and enjoy the source materials. Time will tell.

How about you? What written/graphic material are you consuming these days, and how do you feel about it?

More info about the "writing" bit later. :-)
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I think I've posted about it in the past, but I have been working with a lighting automation system based on Z-wave technology that allows me to turn on and off lights with my phone or with tablets I have configured throughout the house. It means I can do things like shut off all the lights from under the covers. :-) I deeply enjoy the convenience of being able to sit on the couch and dim the lights for a movie without having to get up. Or to kick on the under-bed lights if I need to get up without waking my partner.

Currently, I'm using a Aeotec Zwave Stick pared to a raspberry Pi running a system called OpenHab via Hasbian. it is a nice solid well-tested framework for centralizing lighting and home automation.

I've always kinda eschewed the out-of-the-box solutions including the stuff that Google and Amazon are doing, partly because I hate the idea of having that stuff hit the cloud. I've always wanted it entirely internal to my home and network without the need for intervention. There are a few systems like this and over the years, I've tried them all, and I find that OpenHab and the work they do to support it is far more flexible and supported than some of the others.

I also choose Z-wave over things like x10 because it was a standard that was still being developed, and z-wave was far more robust than what X10 offered (and having worked for X10, I will admit there was some bias as to my internal knowledge of support and quality control.) Zigbee is another option that I am considering adding if mostly because I can start to add Philips Hue products to the system. OpenHab has support for both Philips and outright Zigbee.

I have stayed away from Wifi products for now mostly because controlling how the modules behave and whether or not they stay safe on the network is a bit of work for my network at the moment. I have plans one day to create an isolated space that will allow for wifi power switch modules to exist safely in our environment, but have not yet done so. Soon!

One of the things I have been having fun with on OpenHab is a module called HabPanel which is a framework to build browser-based interfaces to the system. I can program buttons and sliders that control lighting or other devices. I can build pages that show system status, or can pull things like weather or traffic. I can also build automation that allows me to shut off all the lights in the entire system with the tap of a single button. Fun stuff! Along with this framework, I repurposed a bunch of refurbished and extremely inexpensive Amazon Fire tablets and installed full Android OS on them and now use them as dedicated controller panels that I have set up throughout the house. While I can certainly access the system with my phonea, compuer, or other tablets, it's also nice to have a few dedicated stations to do lighting control.

OpenHab is a neat system, and while not for the entirely novice, the challenges offer nifty rewards. If you have some technical skill and don't mind troubleshooting things, it's a fun thing to play with. And the fact that it can be put on a raspberry PI makes it even more accessible.

Downsizing

Apr. 20th, 2020 08:04 am
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This week, I took an opportunity to catch up with a movie I missed in the theaters that caught my eye back when it came out. Downsizing, staring Matt Damon, Kristen Wiig, and Christoph Waltz, is about a couple that decide to take advantage of the latest technological fad and shrink themselves down to a fraction of their former selves. The idea is that a technology has been found to shrink humans (and other flora and fauna) down in size, and in doing so, a smaller human uses less resources and produces less waste so they sell it as being good for the planet. And because resources suddenly become more abundant, the economics result in average humans being able to afford millionaire equivalent homes and lifestyles in the small world. This is one of the appeals of undergoing the process.

Things, as they do, take a turn for our hero, and suddenly life being small isn't everything it was sold to be.

One of the things I really appreciate about this movie is that the trailer only really gets you started. I can't really elaborate to what extent, but I will say that the movie in total is MUCH more than the trailer leads you to believe. Typical Alexander Payne fare. Middle-age guy wanders into existential crisis and comes out the other end a different person.

As with most things, the science is very hand-wavy, but if you let that be, the story is very sweet. I showed it to each of my partners and they each seemed to like it as well.

Having just finished Watchmen on HBO, I was slightly startled to see Hong Chau in this movie. The role is somewhat different, and yet oddly not all that different, but she was absolutely amazing. Matt Damon is definitely the fool, but he retains a smidge of dignity and a lot of heart, and the characters interact with him wonderfully. Christoph Waltz is once again brilliant. Christoph has a certain intensity and a bit of an over-the-top style without being too unbelievable.

Definitely on the recommend list, and you can find it today on Hulu with subscription, or to rent on Amazon Prime Video.

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